Days and Nights

These past weekends have been just crazy. I think it's going to be like that all summer long. Two weekends ago I went and hiked in the Catskills and this weekend I went home to Platsburgh.

I had this great idea for my father and step mother for my brother Jeremy except they weren't so keen on the idea. I wanted to take him down here to the campus with me for a couple days and then to NYC for a day or two during one of our little breaks. He turns 16 here in a few days.

Of course Christine squleched this idea saying Jeremy has no time. Can you believe it? No time. He has to work. He has to go to soccer. For the love of Christ the kid is still a kid. You know, it's ironic, because they sit around and bitch about how they never have any time for anything and they are setting Jeremy and Katrina up for the exact some type of no time life style. Who wants to live like that?

sigh. it's so saddening. And then Christine was like, we might be going down to NYC this summer. You can meet us there. Wouldn't that be fun. Oh yeah.... let me go and get some lythium first.

So, i've got a couple midterms this week. A lot of reading. No money. No time. No sex. A lot of the gym. It's getting cold. The leaves are changing. I'm making an apple pie tonight. I'm out of groceries again! I want to get out of this country for a few months or years. I just want to go. I want to go to grad school at NYU or Yale. I want to go live in the mountains. Montgomery GI bill is causing me a nervous breakdown. I am relaxed.

crazyness. I think i need a massage.