Love explained

It's all right here

So, yesterday I went to Bard to check on my financial aid which hasn't gone through yet... they made an error on my social security. I decided I was going to work out at the gym while I was there but someone hung little post it notes on the door saying: closed for the day, sorry! In each door. Only at Bard; only at Bard. So I went to the soccer field and worked out a little and then went for a run. There was a little two year old on the soccer field and he kept coming over (waddling) pointing his finger laughing and saying something completly uninteligable, laughing and then running back to his mom (I assume it was his mom, no idea really). She thought this was even more hillirious then the little boy did. As if to say - idiot it's a beautiful day out today.

You might be wondering why my last post just appeared today but is dated for Sunday. Well, I thought I lost it actually. I hit publish and it all disapeared. Today I was messing around with the editing tool and I found the archived copy. So, I opened it and published it again. Bingo!

In truth I've been having a good summer post Texas. I have decided that is probably something everyone needs. To get the fuck out of dodge when you need to. This is probably one of the better summers I've had since the summer I spent in Hampton around about year 2000 or so. That was a good summer.

Fall will be here soon. I can smell fall approaching in the mornings now; the sharpness of breath and coolness in the air. I love Autumn, the weather is about perfect for me.

A few months back I met this girl named Vashtai. Very small, petite, blonde headed, girl whom I have not thought about much since, except in passing or no more so then I do all the other excentricities of my life. Well, yesterday I had this dream and she was in it. It was totally bizaar. It involved nipple pinching for good luck. I suppose when I have thought about her in my waking moments it's been more about her name. Having never heard that name, I suppose it marked a specific curiosity in me. But I don't think I've thought about tweaking her nipples, anythings possible though.